YES I MADE IT TO 365/365!!!!

This year ended with LIGHT camp and of course LIGHT camp was impactful and thank God for working in me.
I knew that i would get sick before, after or even during camp and sure enough yes, i fell sick on Christmas Eve all the way till now. It was God's Grace that bought me through the 5D4N camp.

It was a challenging one for me as i am really not a camp person.
It was tiring and people has been asking me how was the camp etc... my response was always "ok la ok la" cus i felt a 360 degree change to the previous camps I've attended i cant describe that feeling.
Surprisingly i am super comfy with the group i'm in. Thank God for that that he places me perfectly where i am in. He knows me well and the place the position that's suitable for me.

The change....

Normal sessions, worship and games.
What changed me was alter call and sermon!

I see God's work moving and working among the youths. I see them growing and i told God that I can't wait for my turn to grow. I am so happy for the youths and seeing some of them getting healed and delivered. Those that i watch them growing up from young.
I have been taking baby steps in my Spiritual life and walk with God. I feel like i am so lagging behind even up till now. Some of my friends are like UP THERE and i felt like i am so DOWN THERE.

2015 is gonna be a challenging year for me, yes i know. I felt it in my Spirit and i always want to get myself ready and prepared. There are a part of me which i can't get prepared for. This part that i do not want to touch on. I didn't bring it to God even, i felt like why did i not? Was this not something that bothered me which i can't get over it?
i was asking myself this continuously but my heart says that "hey! there's something so much more for you to ask for. like family..." so i totally cast that aside or even out of my mind.

that wasn't the part that i want to touch or even ready to touch on.

Thank God for 2014 and welcome 2015.
It's gonna be tough but i know God will walk me through 2015 putting angels around me.

Let us just move forward and not look back any further.