just what can i do to get out of this place and stay in places i want to
this in an act of running away? may be in your eyes

i don't even know what do i want now.
1 thing that i need and must do is study hard.., very hard
that's all -

my aim is to get out of here and probably never come back
this sounds too good to be true
if this is not in God's plan for me, i can't even go anywhere...

说了等于白说..