looking at people who are chasing their dreams without a second thought and just "chiong"
i am impressed by them and asking myself "hey what am i doing over here?" at the same time thinking “what is my dream? my ultimate goal?"
DANG i have no idea... honestly speaking
this sucks..

this question has been ringing in my head for the entire day.
every single day i learn a new lesson from God, the promptings
i cannot hear Him yet, but He is talking to me in various ways.
ways that He knows i look out to and see what does He wants to tell me for the day.

i saw my new sem's timetable yesterday and freaked out.
it is not the kind of timetable that is very nice and kind to you.
plus changing classmates...
looking forward with fear overwhelming me and all.

Lord, you are the pillar that stand firms for me and my shelter.
i pray that you will affirms me when a brand new sem starts and lead me in every step i take.

i will not be fearful of what is ahead of me for i have you in me and by my side.
thank you Lord.

Amen!

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done.
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean.
A vapor in the wind.
Still You hear me when I'm calling.
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling.
And You've told me who I am.
I am Yours, I am Yours, I am Yours.