Remember

Read Job and learned that his Faith is what i need and what he went through, the anger he had when he said those things to God and his friends it is like what i'm going through right now.

i know i know in the long run i might not feel any better bout what God had done or is doing in my life simply because i don't understand what he is trying to do.
Just like what Job went through, he didn't understand and was angry about it.

Remember this life that we are living is temporary..

so don't take things too hard, Joan
Just let it be...