Lord please help me to get over these. 

I don't know if I'll ever get over it but lord please, please help me to get over this feelings, this thoughts, this emotions. 

You know I can't handle it alone and I'm going crazy every single day. 

First thing in the morning and the last thing at night. It's torturing me and I know that's not coming from you. 

I don't care if he's okay or not cus obviously he is... So I'm happy for him. 

But lord please help me to get over it. At least help me to lighten it.. Help me to see this as a very light thing or take it lightly. Keep telling me it's okay it's okay. This is not the end you have greater things for me just that i don't know when is it coming.

I will still be sad but I'm able to get over it faster and not let myself go crazy and all. 

Lord I know whatever that happened is just my fault and all. Please forgive me... 

Present suffering may past, lord your mercy will last.