' I rather hear the Ugly truth than the beautiful lies'. 

How true is that? 

'I am not gonna be bothered by it anymore' 

Heart says 'I'm still bothered by it'

I am contradicting myself, once again ..

Will there be a day?  

'Anyone ever said that your life is as messy as the cups on the table?' 

'Actually no, you're the only one who

Said that.'