thank God for every little things that had happened or is happening now. Loads to say, i dont get it now but im sure sooner or later i will. whats the purpose, lesson, etcetc.. waiting for the day to come and eventually everything will be revealed and im able to understand what he has planned for me (:

i really need to learn how to.... deal and react to things in a very different way. yea i have to~
smile to every little things that happened. Give thanks and appreciate. May be a smile is easier to explain how u actually feel inside.. not trying to hide your true emotions but to just let the others know that ure actually okay. well if ure not feeling alright, its good to say it out (:

okay thats it!